最近恨很恨不开心!!!
但可以跟谁说呢!!!
就只有到处发泄!!!
妈的!!!
为了你~我留下来2个星期帮你庆祝
自己功课都没有做好~我却花大多数时间陪住你
到最后的来什么!!!
你骂我!!!
骂我叹你的气!!!
妈的!!!叹气也有罪!!!
算了!!!
每次付出那么多
都是得来不好的回报!!!
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对家里那么好
帮家里那么省
结果得来的就是那么的一句话
"不是我不要给你钱,而是我没有钱给你!!!!"
fuck u!!!
他是你的女儿儿子我就不是!!!
fine!!! i get what u meant!!!!
以后我再辛苦也不会跟你要钱!!!!
你很乐意帮你的儿子买proton saga, DSLR lens, 生活费
供你女儿读diploma and 去台湾读书!!!
却不愿意供你这个女儿的生活费!!!!!!
你知道吗!!!你另一个女儿用很惊讶的眼神看着我当我说你没有给我钱
他还说你每次都进钱给他!!!!不管他需不需要,你都会进!!!!
fuck you la!!!!
我就RM400一个月~扣除RM250租金
RM150就是我的生活费!!!!
妈的~我现在住着PJ~不是KK
KK的话RM150勉强可以生活~
但是PJ,1个礼拜都不够!!!
我过去3年有跟你讨过钱吗!!!
就只是这个月1月你连RM400都没有给我
我跟你讨, 你却告诉我你没有钱给我!!!!!!!!
可是在我眼里
你现在一直给着钱给另一个女儿!!!!!
fuck you!!!!i hate u!!!
i will not respect you anymore!!!
i'll survive by myself!!!
u no need to care where i get the money from!!!!
我不配做你的女儿!!!
我不够lady!!我不够美!!!我嘴巴不够甜!!!
that is my problem!!!
i'll not change myself just because of you!!!
fuck u!!!
我会靠我自己生活下来!!!
i really hate my lifestyle now!!!
whenever i say i m not feeling well, you will ask me to eat panadol, without volunteer to take me to see doctor
fine!!!! once i found out i got problem in my body, i'll leave this world quietly, and try to survive by myself!!!
now, i feel sharp pain on my hip, sacral and lumbar area, and pain on my heart everyday!!!
but what you will tell me is, eat panadol!!!
eat eat eat!!!
fuck you!!!
remember when your daughter having headache for few days when she was around 7yr old, u bring her to do MRI, but what you did for me is, just blood test and give me panadol!!!
how unfair is this wold!!!
i hate of surviving here!!!
i hate myself and everyone!!!
tell you honestly, i dont wan to go to batu pahat this CNY!!!
coz i have no mood to celebrate!!!